Sunday, April 30, 2006
it amazes me. that God still loves me.Thursday, April 27, 2006
tmr (after school) is gna be a beautiful day! :D1. korkor's coming homeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <333
2. :D
3. (ok fine, ) there's slack netball
4. it's the end of another week! and i survived :D
5. long weeked! (although gna be spent mugging, but what-ev-er! :D)
now, top reasons why i miss my brother! <3
- no one to piggyback meeeeee! (x
- i miss his company on weekends!
- no one to help me choose what to wear! no one to help choose my clothes, accessories bag and slippers? - this is hell
- no one to comment if i look good or bad
- no one to wait for in the morning!
- no one to get pissed with me while trying to explain schwork to me (x
- no one making noise with guitar and tv in the living room?!
- i miss going to church with him!
- NO ONE AT HOME TO POKE?!
- no one at home to annoy
- no one to pretend to laugh at my innocent and mindless randomness
- no one to tell my stupid stories to!
- no one to yell "MOVE! " at, at the sofa.
- no one to watch tv with me! so i didnt watch.
- no one's room light to help switch off at night ):
- no one to tell "NONO GO AWAY I'M BATHING FIRST!" cos no one else uses that toilet ):
OK LAH ENOUGH ALRD I BET YOU CAN SEE CHEESE OOZING OUT OF MY EYES EARS AND NOSE! hahahhahahah (x but well i really do miss my brother more than i had expected! (x and i'm SO GLAD he's coming back tmr night. YESSS! <333
OK, GNA GO BATHE AND MUG HISTORY. BYE.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
myyy gosh. i just wasted 2 hours playing with my hair! french plaiting. my gosh. i look like a little girl with two tiny little french plaits?! haha. damn funny. but the not so funny part is. i wasted 2 hours! 2 hours!! that means. i couldve gotten 2 hours more sleep, or studied for 2 hours more. my goshh. i wasted my time so badly today, and yesterday, and the day before! my gosh my gosh. therefore! i shall untie my hair pack my bag pray and go to sleep. yes. bye!Monday, April 24, 2006
hey there, it's me again. hawhaw. you won't believe it, but i've actually been busy. and. my diet is so not working cos last week and the week before that, i've been eating much much more than my usual A LOT, which is like a lot a lot. i'm taking it abit more seriously this week though. so far lah. haha. it's only monday.had 2.4km run and 5 item test last week. 2.4 wasnt so good, but whatever. 5 items was more or less okay, haha. hope i can get gold. hah. sam did really well for 2.4 (: good job girl! mummy;s proud :D
korkor left for china (fuzhou?) for his oep on saturday morning. i was supposed to go send him off at the airport, but well as expected, i overslept :/ i didnt even get to say bye? my goodness. i miss my korkor so so so much. i'm going to go to the airport with my dad to pick him on friday night.
saturday service was good for me, yes it was. after service was a lil _ cos i missed my brother a lot, cos _ . yeah. sunday was interesting. service was good. after svc tired to study at yellow benches but well haha maybe i wasnt really being very focused. ohwells. left with ezekiel, joash and sarah. on the bus home, thought about stuff. and it dawned upon me. that. i'm really quite a mess. as in, aiya. yeah. got home, had dinner, used the com. was supposed to study but in the end i didnt. hah. slept pretty late. hm, had trouble sleeping cos _ .
today, i woke up on time, got ready as usual. cos i didnt have to wait for my bro, so i left the house earlier, and reached sch earlier. but. when i got to sch i realised i had forgotten a lot a lot of things. like, i had forgotten to eat breakfast (like wth right), sign chem, passport and photo, chem wb, and all my home e stuff! so there i was, whining away. jolly me. sch wasnt very fun. but tuition was interesting, for once. (:
ok. this week, i have 3 tests. chinese (chap12&13) on wednesday, maths (linear graphs & quadratic equations) on thursday, and history (chap7) on friday. and, geog script to come up with with joanna by idontknowwhen. whee. oh yes, there's no more smo training, THANK GOODNESS! and, this week there's no netball on friday, whee! :P next week monday, labour day? my gosh, more like mugshit day. the day after that i have 3 exam papers? chem bio and home e midyears. madness. but mid years only need to take 3 subjects, ok lah.
my gosh, look how much i've complained.
well, i wanna thank God for being with me when i felt smurfy and even for blessing me with lovely people around me who love me and cheered me up with their sweet
so yes, i'm done. and yes, i have to go. and yes, please tag! :D ha-ha, how lame.
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hello i'm in sch, it's pw now and ive finished my work alrd haha. guesswhat. last night i was feeling damn pek chek and stuff cos of everything and then! i stopped what i was doing and i sat on my bed and did my quiet time and i prayed about everything and stuff for like the first time in a really long time and then i felt much better after that and then i talked on the phone and yes i felt much much better (: and today i'm not tired, yay (:
Monday, April 17, 2006
a-teenssugar rush!
I get a high whenever you're around
Sweeping from my head to my toes
I gotta get my feet back on the ground
Cuz you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line making me say what I have in mind
You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
I got a sweet tooth and a taste for you
It might me too obvious but
I can't help my self from what I do
Cuz you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind
You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much
Cuz you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line
Making my say what I have in mind
You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much
You are my Sugar Rush
hahahha, goodnight yal! <333
Sunday, April 16, 2006
got this off some random-idontknowwho person's blog. thought it'd be funny so i tried it to wake me up. quite funny lah.Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.
How does the world see me?
forgotten - avril (haha, this is b-a-d. lol. )
Will I have a happy life?
things will go my way - the calling (haha! )
What do my friends really think of me?
i'll be there for you - bon jovi (hahaha, aww! )
Do people secretly lust after me?
unwanted - avril (haha how sad. )
How can I make myself happy?
girls watching - paul gilbert (hmm.. no thanks. )
What should I do with my life?
what if i stumble - dc talk (hmm.. )
Will I ever have children?
track 10 of ronin (no? or 10? haha wth. )
What is some good advice for me?
fugue (concerto cuite for elevtric guitar and orchestra in e flat minor op.1) - dunowhowhatwhere (wthh?!)
How will I be remembered?
panic attack - dream theater (haha! )
What is my signature dancing song?
boy on a string - jars of clay (WHAT!?!?!)
What do I think my current theme song is?
sitting down here - lene marlin (lol)
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
breakaway - kelly clarkson (hahaha)
What song will play at my funeral?
the heart of worship - dunowho (WHOA COOL!:D)
What type of men/
shiver - maroon5 (wth?!)
Women: How did i fall in love with you?
she's a rebel - greenday (wthh?!?!)
What is my day going to be like?
she was my girl - jerry cantrell (oh-kay. )
hha so funny.
Friday, April 14, 2006
ohh my gosh, i soooo love granola bars! especially s'mores and oatmeal raisin! ohh, foodie love <333WEDNESDAY
school was boring i think. after school i went running and then after that i didnt do much. attempted to sleep early but i ended up sleeping late again cos 123454321. but thanks monkey for being nice(:
YESTERDAY
was the swim meet. i think it was kinda boring, i was so sleepy. wilona has sexy legs lah! omg, wilona's damn sexy, and she's damn good too! she swims damn well and damn fast. whoowhee! aiyoyo, but what's becoming of mg girls nowadays. standard's dropping! (mine included). oh whatever. after the swim meet i went shopping with st, in our gay PE attire, yay (x it wasn't the hardcore kinda shopping, cos no money i guess, and there wasnt really anything we saw in town that was a major must-have. had fun(: walked home, and the sunset reminded me of someone. slept early, at 9pm. congratulate me! :D
TODAY
woke up at 11am, so that means i paid 6 hours sleep toll ah? wah, not bad. i dreamt a lot. like one of them was smth lyk i was auditioning for desperate housewives. damn funny. i think i killed someone? hahahha (x ok. i bummed around, and then went out with my parents and bought groceries and roller blades, yay! joanna you've gotta teach me kay :D
DEAREST JESUS! wo ai ni! (i love you), thank You for dying on the cross for me. thank You for Your love for me and for watching over me and everything. You're the reason i live, really. <333
kah ruk pra yea soo, leuk loong nai jai kah :D
(i love you Jesus, deep down in my heart! )
MONKEY! thanks for listening to me complaining and making me :D xie xie ni monkeeee. (:
ST! had fun yesterday. hm why dont we save up now and then during the hols, hope there's much more nice stuff to get, and then G-E-T! get well soon, love you!
oh man, my roller blades are fun! zoom zoom around the house! and then whooaaa almost fall down. hahahha. gna stay up tonight, yay(:
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
hello! haha, school today wasnt that great, but whatever. mrs poh is going on leave tmr onwards, and she'll be back on july 24th, i think. she's gna pop in about a month;s time, haha. her baby's called ethan (sp?)! bio was so so so sick. the animation (?! or whatever lah) on piv. damn sick. oh man. after that my eyes were sore for a while. after school, joanna came to my house and we did chinese homework at the clubhouse. it was quite fun! and then. we went running. we ran 2 km! hahah. it wasnt that tiring for me leh. i think it's cos we were going quite slow. lol. and then we walked back 2km! and then we went to get joanna's stuff, and then we bought drinks and i walked joanna home! well, sorta la. haha. so another about 2km?! and then. i walked back! so about.. another 2km?! but i decided to walk to the other end, and i found out that the entire track is not 2.4 km, it's 2.3 km! stupid stupid. nevermind, next time we;ll run 2.6 km. yesyes :D haha, i had fun with joanna. talked quite a bit :DNOW, i need to study chinese (chap 9 & 10), and then do the silly pw proposal thing. i so so so dislike pw, but i shall try to be responsible and take a good attitude towards my work.
did i tell you! my diet officially started yesterday, monday, 100406. but it REALLY starts on friday, 140406, because it takes a while to adjust.
and oh shit. i need to control myself. as in, i'm really going out of control again. and i'm really scared i'll screw up again, but maybe twice as bad? aiya, whatever la.
IT'S 830, DIE! BYEBYEBYE.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
haha i'm really -(blank)- now, i had a weird dream, and when i woke up, my phone was on the floor and i think someone had read my inbox but i've nothing to hide anyways so what-ev-er! i'm grounded today cos -(blank)- , wth. okok, i should go have some fun to -(blank)- myself, so byebyebyebye!
ohohohohoh. HELLOMONKEY !!!!!!! :D hahahhahaha i dont knowhow to draw monkeys for nuts and bananas! (x hahahhahahaha, ok enough, BYEBYE
<peilingg>: (:
<mab>: i love you too! <333
<kendra>: hey enen! haha,
<natchin>: haha ok done!
<anonymous>: hello monkey! (;
Saturday, April 08, 2006
today was jeanette and andrew's wedding! it was so sweet lah(:
- photos -
and web was fine. and dinner was hmm ok, though i didnt eat. came home and had a granola bar, and cereal with milk.
yesterday was so shitty can! ahsjdhabcbaiwuh. stupid stupid shit. but i guess it was ok cos mab and i got high on our way back cos it was so so so scary. like i'd imagined a hand coming out from the grass hedge and grabbing me omg freaky. i screamed and ran. and the frogs croaking. the dogs barking. the dark pathways. the "omg are they les" stares. the lighting. oh man. i wish _ was there. i'd felt more lyk an1 quan2 gan3. lol. but had fun lah, in some weird sense. guess it's a sesame thing lol. oh! cept for the rude taxi driver. like wth. talk to us like we're dumb blondes ah. grrr. i left so many things at mab's house, in a rush to catch the cab. the driver was nice(: in much contrast to the previous one. hah.
oh. but when i got home it was so damn shitty i got damn pissed off. i mean lyk. ah whatever. and so tmr i'm grounded. like wth la. ask me a question i nv reply, is not cos you've "got me", but it's cos i dont want to answer cos you two to would end up quarrelling can. still think you damn smart go and repeat over and over again lah. wthh. but whatever! i went to sleep, and i dreamt of stuffing myself with food. i dreamt of vegetables too. like wth haha quite funny.
sometimes! i wish i'd just disappear.
sometimes! i wish i could really rely on someone.
sometimes! i wish you were near and that we were close again.
sometimes! i wish my wishes came true.
ok i'm tired and _ , i'm gna sleep.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hello what's your problem.lyk whatever luh. what-ev-er. whatever.
ahhh, suit yourself.
Monday, April 03, 2006
hello! haha.friday
sch was boring. no netball. aft sch, went with ongko, boon, and jo to cold storage to get food. i bought a box of granola bars and a box of honey star cereal. ah, the start of my diet :D we bought sushi, tiny packets of milo, and they bought chips, udon and canned soup (?). and then we went to ongko's house. we watched Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. i was actually supposed to read TKAM, but i had no self discipline. the show was nice, i loved it. boon left before the show ended. later, we tried on some of ongko's clothes. but in the end i didnt borrow anything. then, ongko and jo went to bathe, while i was left with the challenge of putting on eyeliner for fun. and then! andrea and joanna arrived. and everyone thought i looked scary. i thought so too :D so i washed it off and then soon after i went home while the rest went to school for expresso. slacked around at home. was supposed to read TKAM, but no mood. then at night, i took a car ride with mummy (for the aircon :D) to go pick my korkor from sch cos center stage just ended. i ate honey stars :D
satuday
woke up early, took the train frm my house, near clementi station, all the way to jo's house, which is near tana merah station. we were supposed to do TKAM, but we just bummed around. jo did some work though. heh! and then when joanna came i had to go. took the train all the way to church, which is like take mrt till chua chu kang then take lrt till jelapang lrt. and then! bummed ard in church for a while. and then! helped around. and blah blah blah :D it was quite fun lah hahaha. fishbone was awesome! bands were good! pleroma's improved, i like! :D inked out was nice! though it's not really my kinda music heh. :D drinks were good! crowd was good! :D when i finally got home, i was so tired! but i only slept at 1am.
sunday
i woke up at 5am! madness. bathed then took the train to church with daddy. read TKAM till 930 then kor came and taught me maths and then after that i read TKAM TKAM TKAM but i got distracted alot of times and then after that i took the train to my grandparents house and then i tried to read TKAM again but i ended up falling asleep on the couch. and then i had dinner and i broke my diet. sigh :/
OH MY GOSH. IT'S SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE NOW. BYE!
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haha ok i just showered. it was so scary kay. you know what. omg i'm so so so dumb. cos on tfb, we had to wear shoes and i barely wear shoes so since i went to jo's house in the morning i borrowed hers and i wore them the rest of the day without socks cos i didnt bring socks with me cos i was lazy. and then! ytd, i found a disgusting blister. haven't had one in ages, so i forgot what to do. and so, last night, i popped it and peeled off the dead skin. dumb dumb dumb! now there's a hole of frickin raw flesh. and the hole is not very well positioned so i've been walking funny today. argh, i;m so dumb :/ the hole is getting really disgusting. esp the skin around it, eww.
ok. today is..
JO-ANN'S BIRTHDAY! :DDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH, YES I DO! <3
haha. well, nothing much happened today. it was quite boring. finally finished the doc. holder during home e, yay! had free yoghurt. i got the strawberry one, yay! the colour was a lil strange, but it was quite nice! :D cancelled chinese tuition. did maths project at home. and now, i'm gna do pw powerpoints, and then study r & j for tmr's test. if i'm focused, maybe i can be in bed by 12.
byebye everybody! :D
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